Monday, August 28, 2006

my family and job update

Last night I realized, I really miss my family. I haven't seen them in almost 2 months which would be pretty normal even when I was living in Florida. But just knowing that seeing my family involves a $200-300 plane ticket and a 3 hour plane ride makes the time seem even longer and reminds me how far away they really are. Since I left for college when my little brother was only about 11 I feel like I missed out on a lot of his growing up and it makes me sad. I feel like my little brother and I have a lot in common. When I was his age, I was also pretty quiet and to myself, while my older brother was always the outgoing popular one. Whenever I do see my little bro, I feel like because we have this in common, we naturally get along and feel comfortable around eachother. It makes me sad though that I don't know a lot about what he likes, what kind of things he's into, what are his overall goals. I've also been thinking about my grandma's, I miss them so much! Sometimes I wonder if I should have moved, maybe I should have stayed in Florida, closer to my family. But then I think, my parents did the same thing I'm doing now. They moved south, to Florida, when basically their whole family was up north in NJ or NY. Even though I miss my family, I have to remember how badly I wanted to experience something new and remember that that involves leaving for some amount of time and that a lot of people do it. Pretty much everyone I know has parents living in a different state than where they're living. I guess it's just something I'll have to get used too if I want to continue seeing new things.

On the job front, I'm expecting to hear back from FlyDesign this week. I think i'll call them tomorrow. I'm also going to call back that real estate firm i had the phone interview with (which btw i think went well). Tomorrow i'm going to have lunch with Olivia at corporate Crate&Barrel. While i'm there, i'm going to drop off my resume in person...

2 comments:

Olivia Hein said...

i'm sorry you're homesick. :(
it does get easier...

Anonymous said...

...I WAS quite popular. Thanks Little DP!

Hang in there Michi, if you follow your heart, all your dreams will come true. Josh wanted me to remind you, "its not how often we fall, but how often we pick ourselves up."

Write that down.